Yes, it’s just a guess on my part. In prison it’s always known when you get out, but asylums are completely different, at least here in Finland. The staff here is cold and distant, some even rude, and they’ve made it completely clear that i’m staying for a rather long time, so at least a year. The best i can hope for is that i get my laptop and phone soon so i can immerse myself in games and movies. My life really sucks right now and i kind of wish i was dead, but when i hear about all these cool new games coming out i just try endure all this pain.
I consider the song above my ‘‘theme song’’ if ya will… it just captures the pain and suffering i have to go through these days.