Basically a continuation of this post but with an emphasis on how this has effected me mentally.
I no longer feel safe in my own home. I’ve never felt like this before in my life. I feel anger, fear, sadness and guilt all combined and dialed to 11. Partly because I was the one who invited my family out tonight, and now this has happened
The police have finally come around and gotten a statement and done some looking around and taken photos etc, a forensic team is set to come and look around tommorow morning.
Even after half a bottle of Smirnoff I still cant relax, let alone get to sleep (currently 4am UK time). I’ve spoken to my closest friends who have been awesome, but I could really benefit from some kind words from you guys.
I don’t often talk about emotions or feelings, but tonight has fucked me up big time