i feel trapped. currently right now im sitting on the sidewalk at my job sipping on a redbull typing this out cause i just need to put it somewhere.
constant feeling of walking on eggshells, thatās apart of a larger list of issues. no sign of improvement on their end. job search ceased in favor of the tumultuous task of trying to get disability. meanwhile every little mistake I make is treated as a damning thing. canāt enjoy my hobbies without comments being made about feeling alone. any opportunity of trying to save money is non existent when all they want is to eat out.
they just self loathe, and make threats against their person when a minor inconvenience happens. im just emotionally exhausted, confused, and want to sleep.
i have more i want to say, but bills need to be paid and i gotta go back working to inevitably be meant with the same thing with no reason sign of change.
Iām sorry to hear all that Swang. Anxiety is no joke, and I know how hard the job market and claiming benefits can be. You deserve to be able to enjoy your hobbies without any judgement.
Sorry to hear all that. Sounds like you two gotta have a serious talk about how you feel. Maybe a couples counsellor would be useful, but maybe not necessary. In any case I wish you luck.
Iām sorry to hear things are so stressful, Swang. Taking a moment to sit and thoroughly discuss matters with your partner with no electronic distractions would be something to do. Like insist on it. Otherwise, this is extremely unhealthy and unsustainable.
Both of you have to be on the same page, and it seems like theyāre lacking in empathy for you, which really sucks. I hope your situation improves and youāre able to enjoy your hobbies again without added stress soon.